there's nothing more to make my day than to see your message and telling me that you love me.

and there's nothing more than to see you blaming yourself for everything that's happened. and killing yourself.

i can never really leave.
i can never really let go.
a part of me still needs you.
and a part of me just wouldn't let go.


you never really could forget about everything that happened.
you've never let me down.
cause i refuse to believe that.

and all i had to do was to compromise in order for me to feel better.
for me to move on as much as i can.
but i can never really, fully get away from you.

and its all cause of last december.


so i'm working six days a week for the third week in a row.
i can forget about rest.
and my trips to the zoo.
and just get my loads of pay.
better still if i have to work seven days a week.

you can choose not to reply.
but we know what i had to go through just to get to here.


and it almost cost me my sanity.

pet's watching over you for me.